Thursday, October 28, 2010

The hard way of life

The hard way of life is the reality. Reality is like any other dream, but wat makes it real is that I remember it the most vividly, feel every emotion of it more closely than any other dream, I care about it the most, and many more reasons. The List is endless. So wats the hard way that I have been talking about?

Each time I see a statue of a person, or hear about people spending money on it, wat comes to my mind is - wats there in these stones? Each time a minister or anybody makes a statue of himself or others, why doesn't he think twice &  spend the same money for the development of the poor & of the country?

Each time I see a minister, pundit, fortune teller or the like, I am reminded of thieves & beggars. Ministers beg & steal from the common man, pundits from God fearing people, fortune tellers from people who think they can change the destiny, etc. Why don’t these people come out from this world of lies & oppose these thugs, and not make a fool of themselves.

Each time I see people giving away their money to temples & other such religious organisations, it makes me think where all the money goes. Why don't these people consider the slums of the poor and helpless the temple of need? Why don't they donate their money to them and worship the cause of humanity?

Each time I see a cracker or a shop of crackers, what is it that I am reminded of - all the bomb blasts I have heard of, all the technological development that goes in making these weapons, of not just humans destroying life but also life destroying things made in the world. On a tinier scale, it reminds me of one of my relatives getting burnt with that same small cracker, her dreams getting shattered, her compromises….Why don’t people stop buying, using & promoting these destructive things and save lots of lives which can bring peace in this world.

Each time I see a Eunuch, begging on the street, cursing people who don’t give him money. I think the Indian society as a whole is at fault in leting these people spend a miserable life, even in mordern Indian society.  Why doesn't the government, or whoever holds the power to change these people’s mind set & (life, educate them, employ them, respect them, and teach them?

It is my appeal to my readers - stop this exploitation of your money & of other people's money. Build a statue of goodness around you. Don’t support these social demons & stand for yourself. Select the minister of your choice but vote cautiously. Believe in yourself, make your destiny & be your own fortune teller. Visit the temple but donate to the needy. Light diyas, eat sweets, meet people and enjoy, instead of bursting noise-creating & polluting crackers this Diwali. Instead of just joining hands with NGOs, help poor people near you whom you know personally, see where your money is going, see their progress. If all of us do that, then our neighborhood will improve, develop and the human society as a whole will be a better place to live in.

Wake up time....

Mom – “Wake up!!! Wake up!!!
Me – “I am so late for the office:(
I rush to get ready, brush my teeth, perform some mom suggested exercises (it’s a real task to be able to do it right grrrrrr), take bath & thts where I fall down. Everything has turned blank, it’s very dark, and I cannot see anything. There, I see a ray of light. Am I dead??? Is tht the way to heaven? But it’s not clear; something huge blocks the light from me. Is it Yamraj?
Yamraj – “Wake up!!! Wake up!!!”
Me( thinking) – “Why is Yamraj sounding like my mom?”
Wen the heavy curtains of my eye lids open & I look for a clearer view, I see mom waking me up from sleep. Ahhh!!! wat a relief, I have never been more thankful to god & never been happier on waking up than this day, where mom has appeared as an angel in my life wen Yamraj was supposed to take me to hell. Otherwise everyday wen I am sleeping in my cozy blanket, with curtains closed (this time not my eye lids, window curtains duhhh), away from reality, living in another world, MOM opens the curtains for sunlight to fall on my face directly (yeah tht ray of light) & she comes like a Yamraj to wake me up to reality (the hard way of life).

Monday, October 4, 2010

For the intro

There are two kinds of dreams which one can see, one with open eyes & the other in your sleep with eyes closed.You don't have much control on both. Wen we see dreams with eyes open we can be as imaginative as wen we are sleeping, but we don't know the experience of being in it. Because our conscious mind reminds us of  how far it is from reality & if it can be brought to reality . But wen we are sleeping we live the dream and those experiences effect us for real. I am a dreamer & have vivid dreams of all kinds. And remember some of them as vividly. Sometimes in real life wen I am in a timezone i realise wat's real now was a dream sometime back or may be not. But thats wen I am stuck in a situation where i dont know if its a repeat telecast of my dream wen i was asleep or i am dreaming right now with open eyes??? Dreams have been playing long innings in my life. And they have become a part of me. Everyday i go to sleep, i reach a new world where 7 to 8 hours of my daily life is spent. God knows wats going on there right now. Its time for me to sign off now & catch up with some unfinished business & some new ventures of my dream life. Good night & sleep tight.